[He takes a breath, and then another. It's hard to know if Ryan's talking about Garrus and Ryan, or Garrus and Noh, or all three. This is all entirely murky but Garrus can at least try to be clear as much as he can. Ryan deserves that.]

I... We talked. On Selena. Noh and I. About it getting more serious.

[Priorities.]

I do want to try it, now. This thing with him. That doesn't mean that you can't do... this, though. The... pillow thing. And I'm sure he doesn't want less contact with you, or... anything along those lines.

[Chances are the opposite and Garrus has to accept that. Somehow. Figure this out, balance it out.]

I... I mean, I did think I just wanted casual. Thought it was all I wanted. And then now I... don't.