[ The closeness of the turian at his level doesn't bother Red, the boy stopping as soon as Garrus kneels down in front of him, not flinching either from the hand. He keeps his reddening eyes on the face, having nowhere else he wants to put them, nothing he wants to hide when he holds no shame for his misery, though his lips do squeeze and his head dips when Garrus speaks about protection. He's not so sure if strength will be enough to protect everyone, but - something like that would be nice.
His gazes back up to Garrus's face to the end, and he nods. ]
I don't want them to suffer. [ And never has, but it's a different kind of tune from all the times before. The next part he can't say with his eyes open (to have another pair looking back), the last few words being carried out by his breath: ] I want it to be painless.
[ He breathes in after, gazing off when he sees once more. Whatever control he can keep on himself, he wants to keep it, though it doesn't stop a tear from rolling to his mouth.
Red puts a hand on the one that sits on his shoulder, giving it a squeeze before walking to the way that Garrus had gestured before. Looking at the selection he picks out compact gauss gun without much decision, turning back around with it in his hold, level to his stomach. ]
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His gazes back up to Garrus's face to the end, and he nods. ]
I don't want them to suffer. [ And never has, but it's a different kind of tune from all the times before. The next part he can't say with his eyes open (to have another pair looking back), the last few words being carried out by his breath: ] I want it to be painless.
[ He breathes in after, gazing off when he sees once more. Whatever control he can keep on himself, he wants to keep it, though it doesn't stop a tear from rolling to his mouth.
Red puts a hand on the one that sits on his shoulder, giving it a squeeze before walking to the way that Garrus had gestured before. Looking at the selection he picks out compact gauss gun without much decision, turning back around with it in his hold, level to his stomach. ]
This is the one I have.