[He's not entirely okay with explaining, but without it, all he's doing is making more of a mess. When Garrus speaks, the words are slow and weary.]
He asked to not be exclusive. I agreed. Because I thought I could be fine with it. Because I thought even having some of his time was enough. And I'm realizing that I'm... That I'm struggling with hat. But this... if it's once... Maybe it'll help. Maybe he gets something he wants, you get something you want, and I'm there instead of wondering.
[It's a lot of maybes, and a narrow ledge to pin his hopes to, but it's what he's got. A moment after the last portion it sinks in how that could be taken, and he's a little hasty to try to fix it, even if his subharmonics are still tired.]
Not that it'd be a burden to try the three. That's not what I mean at all. You're not... You're a person, not a prop. I'm not great with words. That's all.
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He asked to not be exclusive. I agreed. Because I thought I could be fine with it. Because I thought even having some of his time was enough. And I'm realizing that I'm... That I'm struggling with hat. But this... if it's once... Maybe it'll help. Maybe he gets something he wants, you get something you want, and I'm there instead of wondering.
[It's a lot of maybes, and a narrow ledge to pin his hopes to, but it's what he's got. A moment after the last portion it sinks in how that could be taken, and he's a little hasty to try to fix it, even if his subharmonics are still tired.]
Not that it'd be a burden to try the three. That's not what I mean at all. You're not... You're a person, not a prop. I'm not great with words. That's all.