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[Ryan doesn't have to consider that for more than a moment. He may not like keeping secrets between his friends, but it sounds like it could be something Garrus needs to talk about, and everyone's got things they need to say without fear of them spreading.]

Explain, if you're sure you're okay with it. I won't say anything to him, it's not my business.

[He's not entirely okay with explaining, but without it, all he's doing is making more of a mess. When Garrus speaks, the words are slow and weary.]

He asked to not be exclusive. I agreed. Because I thought I could be fine with it. Because I thought even having some of his time was enough. And I'm realizing that I'm... That I'm struggling with hat. But this... if it's once... Maybe it'll help. Maybe he gets something he wants, you get something you want, and I'm there instead of wondering.

[It's a lot of maybes, and a narrow ledge to pin his hopes to, but it's what he's got. A moment after the last portion it sinks in how that could be taken, and he's a little hasty to try to fix it, even if his subharmonics are still tired.]

Not that it'd be a burden to try the three. That's not what I mean at all. You're not... You're a person, not a prop. I'm not great with words. That's all.

So you're saying you're- worried about me getting involved with him?

['Maybe he gets something he wants, you get something you want.' On top of the admission that Garrus isn't so keen on not being exclusive, that's sure what it sounds like.]

--look, don't worry about that, Garrus. If you two already sort of have a thing going-- for one thing, that's a big point in your favor, and for another, you can't really think I'm the type to... I don't know, sweep him off his feet or something? I'm not saying that to be modest, it's true.

[Ryan certainly sounds convinced, anyway. He isn't the kind of guy someone ditches another for. He wouldn't want to be.]

...and as far as the offer goes, I-- shit, I don't know. I like the idea, I won't lie, but if you'd only be interested for his sake, then- I can't. [It's a quiet, apologetic admission.] I wouldn't be in unless we all were, and if you don't want to do it just because you want me there?

It'd just kind of hurt, honestly. I mean, again, correct me if I'm wrong, but... not if you don't want me.

No, no, no. Shit. I'm not...

[He groans, a little frustrated.]

No. That's not what I'm saying.

[Someone's going to want to also get involved with Noh-Varr. Garrus knows it. How could he blame them, when Noh is who he is? He's seriously into the kree and not for no reason, and it's really only a matter of time. Maybe it could be Ryan, it could easily be Ryan, but that's not exactly what this offer is meant to sidestep. It's meant to sidestep anyone.]

First thing... I accepted the move, when you made it, weeks ago. It's not about not wanting you. Asking for something platonic between us is about wanting to be focused on him. I wouldn't suggest a third who I didn't want.

Second... If he gets... variety, I don't know, maybe somehow... Hell if I know what I'm doing. I want him to be happy, without me hurting, and maybe this will do it. I don't know. It's not any sort of position I've been in before.

[Ah. Now it makes sense, now he can see what Garrus means, and there's a thoughtful little hum low in his throat.]

It'd be okay if it were all of us, then.

[It really is hard to say no to, especially with the reassurance that it's not that he isn't wanted. The potential of having anything with both of the people he's attracted to is-- well, there are ways it could get awkward, but it could be good too.]

If he's willing, then- let me know, yeah?

Right.

[There's a little wryness mixed into his voice. Now all he has to do is talk to Noh. That can't go complicated at all. But if it might mean that Noh-Varr doesn't need someone else, just agrees to things with a third every now and then instead, then it's worth the difficulty the talk will bring. And the difficulty that will arise when Noh asks why and Garrus has to admit that he's having trouble with the concept of not being exclusive.]

That'll be easy.

[After these murders are solved, he'll talk to Noh. And there's always a possibility of something else coming up, something big, considering the way this place works, but he needs to do this. He can't let the issue get so big that it builds into a problem.]

But I'll let you know.

I'll be waiting, then.

[He offers Garrus a small smile, one he hopes comes off as encouraging as it's meant to, as he reaches up to brush his fingertips along the side of the turian's face.]

But for now, if you don't mind me weighing you down a little longer...

[Then he's comfortable, and he'd very much like to stay there. Maybe doze a little, that'd be nice.]

[Everything seems on the brink of falling apart. Shepard's grounded, Liara's missing, Garrus might blow up his thing with Noh-Varr instead of fixing it, there are people dead... and for once Garrus gives into the temptation to hide away. He can't take more on right now, he can't stress further. His voice is hushed when he speaks, though his mandibles flicker against Ryan's fingertips.]

Prefer to lay down too, if you don't mind. Just so I'm a little more comfortable myself.

[How long can he take to ignore the world? Not long. But he needs it and knows it. With Ryan's permission, Garrus will be shifting back to stretch out, still holding the human. Farrow is warm and soft, and at least Garrus hasn't failed this friend just yet.]

I'm definitely not gonna complain.

[Ryan shifts with him, then makes himself comfortable-- for all that he can be awkward about initiating contact, once he's sure it's welcome he has fewer reservations. He's just going to end up practically wrapped around Garrus, long limbs draped over him like some sort of human starfish clinging on. He's serious about cuddling, okay.]

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