IC Contact - Consignment

[forgivetheinsubordination]

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[forgivetheinsubordination]

[It's a young gesture, and a little endearing. She really gives a damn about Hibari, and Garrus wonders if she's aware of that. If Hibari is, either. Sometimes these things sneak up on you. He would know.

But he doesn't say that, because he doesn't want to make Vriska angry.]

So you'll keep him from being too rash, and he'll keep you from being too rash? Sounds like a good plan, actually. Balancing. You're lucky to have that. So is he.

[hypertoxic]

Uuuuuuuugh. [ Vriska lets her head fall back on her shoulders as she groans, and when she lifts it again she's actually a little blue in the face. Yeah, she's got problems. ]

Reciprocity and equality in a relationship? Gross.

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[Oh, he knows what that means. And it hurts, but he can't begrudge her this. He's not happy, but that doesn't mean others can't be.]

It's the best you can ever hope for, in my opinion.. The both of them together. And it's good, Vriska.

[What he would give... But he's already given too much and he isn't about to get that.]

[hypertoxic]

[ Now Vriska actually pauses, seeming to consider him all over again ... and she actually has the grace to look sheepish. ]

All things considered, this is probably not what you want to be talking about right now. And you're talking about it anyway! You're a good guy, Garrus. Thanks.

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[For a short time, he'd been distracted from the pain. That had been enough. Garrus shakes his head.]

It's not the topic I most wanna cover, no. But... But it's good if someone's getting it right. If someone has something working.

[hypertoxic]

[ She wants to contradict him. Point out that she's never had a relationship work out, usually because she ruined them.

But somehow it doesn't feel right to do so. He's trying to believe that there are people for whom this crazy thing works. Tearing it down right now for the sake of argument just ... makes her feel kind of gross.

So she doesn't. She shrugs, awkward and teenage, and lets it go. ]

Yeah, well. I hope I'm getting it right.

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[He takes a breath and nods.]

Obviously don't have the basics down myself. But if you ever need someone to help you out with it, I'm willing.

[He's never tried before. It's probably shown. And while he knows he doesn't want to deal with that pain ever again, he also knows that there's a great deal of what he'd had that he'd enjoyed and he'll miss. It's a mess. And he wishes it could be otherwise.]