[Garrus gingerly climbs into bed, resting his head on the pillow with far more relief than he ever shows. He's weak and sore. All he can be thankful for is that Niko doesn't seem like he'll be judging Garrus for giving in to some of it.
Once he's settled, he can really focus on what Niko is saying. The description fits the crime world, everyone always trying to displace each other, to be a bigger predator in a limited pond but not so big that anyone pays too much attention and takes them down.]
What did you do?
[He'll lean toward killing the guy until he has an answer. Sure, it's not financially practical, but there will always be more jobs. Then again, if the story was to apply to here, the other would more likely be the answer.]
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A thing like that was not so easy a choice. I thought about it. On one hand, I could settle my cousin and make sure the last of his debts were covered. On the other, I could stop a man I was certain would not leave us alone, quit the life.
So I killed the guy that was harassing me.
I asked the woman that I loved to go to my cousin's wedding. To me, it wasn't just a celebration of their union, but that I could freely be with her. To be out. Then Pegorino shows up to gun me down. Needless to say, I am not the one the bullets hit. Kate was dead before I was able to lower her to the ground. My arm had been around her, you see. [It's an explanation for his previous rageful statements, at least.]
[There's a forced dispassion as he gets to that part. It had been the last thing to break him before the CDC showed up. And it's still there as he describes her.]
She was a good woman, Garrus. She had a smile that lit a room, everything about her was soft, and she was even still a virgin because she had such self-respect that she would not be with a man unless she knew he wanted to live a good life. I killed Pegorino after that. I got to tell him that he was nothing, and those that he wanted to impress laughed down on him. That part meant something. Killing him did not. She never came back.
Sometime people get killed when your principles are there. But at the same time, those principles could be the best thing about you to that person.
So be careful, ah? Think hard about things.
[It's not so much a discouragement, but advice for how Garrus should consider doing things. Niko resents this life, but for all that he likes people to understand, here he has finally reached the full conclusion that full doses of the truth of the universe makes him want to ask to become a giant space entity as a freebie and personally go to every CDC ship in existence and shit on the hull of it.]
[But people don't always get the outs they want. He hopes Garrus does. He stands up to exit then.]
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[So that was the story behind Kate. The story behind how Niko approaches his time here and their bosses. Go against orders, lose people you care about. But it sounds like Niko's not completely broken by what Pegorino did, at least, and that's something. That's a definite something.]
Thank you, Niko.
[He'd heard the change in Niko's voice, knew the story had to be hard to tell. The human had lost someone precious to him. Even more than that, he'd lost hope in a better future with her, lost his chance at a better life.]
Do your principles still matter to you?
[His voice is tired, but the question seems important after the talks they've had. Has Niko's life taken that away from him, or made him cling to them harder? Garrus hopes it's the latter.]
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Once he's settled, he can really focus on what Niko is saying. The description fits the crime world, everyone always trying to displace each other, to be a bigger predator in a limited pond but not so big that anyone pays too much attention and takes them down.]
What did you do?
[He'll lean toward killing the guy until he has an answer. Sure, it's not financially practical, but there will always be more jobs. Then again, if the story was to apply to here, the other would more likely be the answer.]
spoilers for one of the choices that leads to a GTA IV ending
So I killed the guy that was harassing me.
I asked the woman that I loved to go to my cousin's wedding. To me, it wasn't just a celebration of their union, but that I could freely be with her. To be out. Then Pegorino shows up to gun me down. Needless to say, I am not the one the bullets hit. Kate was dead before I was able to lower her to the ground. My arm had been around her, you see. [It's an explanation for his previous rageful statements, at least.]
[There's a forced dispassion as he gets to that part. It had been the last thing to break him before the CDC showed up. And it's still there as he describes her.]
She was a good woman, Garrus. She had a smile that lit a room, everything about her was soft, and she was even still a virgin because she had such self-respect that she would not be with a man unless she knew he wanted to live a good life. I killed Pegorino after that. I got to tell him that he was nothing, and those that he wanted to impress laughed down on him. That part meant something. Killing him did not. She never came back.
Sometime people get killed when your principles are there. But at the same time, those principles could be the best thing about you to that person.
So be careful, ah? Think hard about things.
[It's not so much a discouragement, but advice for how Garrus should consider doing things. Niko resents this life, but for all that he likes people to understand, here he has finally reached the full conclusion that full doses of the truth of the universe makes him want to ask to become a giant space entity as a freebie and personally go to every CDC ship in existence and shit on the hull of it.]
[But people don't always get the outs they want. He hopes Garrus does. He stands up to exit then.]
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Thank you, Niko.
[He'd heard the change in Niko's voice, knew the story had to be hard to tell. The human had lost someone precious to him. Even more than that, he'd lost hope in a better future with her, lost his chance at a better life.]
Do your principles still matter to you?
[His voice is tired, but the question seems important after the talks they've had. Has Niko's life taken that away from him, or made him cling to them harder? Garrus hopes it's the latter.]
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If I did not, then I would have nothing left of the world I wanted to protect. Like I said. Principles are still important in that.
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Really appreciate it, Niko. The talk, and the story.
[There's a beat as he starts to relax and his mind starts to wander, and then Garrus has one more thing to say.]
Later, I'd like to know how close you and Tali are.
[Because the fact that she chose Niko to go to... well. Maybe there's nothing there, but maybe there's something.]
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[And with that he lifts his hands defensively, and backs out of the rover.]